April was the four year anniversary of my Mummy passing away. That is crazy to think... I miss her each and everyday. I know that she is proud of me and what I've done with my career. I think about her ofter, if not everyday. I miss her so much. My life really hasn't been the same without her, but I know that she is in a better place. I try to stay strong like she taught me to for me and my dad. My daddy has really been doing great these days. He has been sober since November. I am so happy for him. I am so happy that our relationship has improved so much in the past few months too... I know that she looks down on us each and everyday. I love and miss you so muchie each and everyday Momma.
In just a few days Bryan and I will be celebrating our 3 YEAR anniversary pahhhh. Jesus I thought that I'd never see that day coming, but it is! We truly have been to hell and back but I knew that we would make it through. We are both really strong people. I'm so happy that I have found someone that is on the same page as me. We aren't in a hurry for anything. I'm glad that we are taking our time. I mean there's always a chance that things won't work out, and I know that. I think that some people have a hard time realizing that you CAN fall in love more than just once. But then again sometimes it only takes one time. Who really knows! Bryan has really been enjoying his new whip... the " Z " lord help me! Ha, anyways I mean we might as well has fun while we can. We don't live together and I am OK with that. I mean why move out if you don't have too? Plus we are able to have our space so when we hang out were not all bored. Ya know makes more sense...
There is going to be a very special little one that is going to be entering our lives very soon! Hopefully not on MY BIRTHDAY cause that's my day... or maybe that is just the " only child syndrome " talking... anywho. My sister in law aka Bryan's brother (Adam) 's girlfriend, Ericka is having a BABYYYYY! Woo lordy jesus thank you it's not me! Haha, but I'm totally happy for them. I'm pretty excited to see the little dude, babysit, spoil, etc. etc. I have been praying for them extra hard these days. Their lives are gonna 100% different. It's crazy how fast you have to grow up when a little one comes into your life. It'll happen for me one of these days... but maybe when I'm like 40!! I really do hope all things good happen for them :)
BUBBLESSS, has totally taken over my life, but not really! I am really glad that I chose to work there. I think that it has been a great starting place for me to build a clientèle. I say that I won't be there for forever... but then again I think maybe a place like this is a place for me. I'm not sure yet... I mean maybe I could become some type of manager, educator, or something. We'll see I suppose... I have been enjoying working part time at Anthony's Salon and Spa with my girls! They always know how to cheer me up when I'm down. I just love them.
I'm just going to keep living my life day by day. Not what's happened in the past, or what is going to happen in my future. I am going to stay positive. If you really think about you we are all in it for ourselves. We can't depend on anyone else. It's a harsh world out there. Thank goodness I've got the balls to survive.
