My life as I know it,

has officially begun. I'm 21 year young and I have a lot of life a head of me. This is going to be a new year, a positive year. The past is the past. I'm living for NOW, not yesterday, not tomorrow, but NOW. I am thrilled to say that I love my life. I just started a new job at Bubbles hair salon in City Center... I've only been there for three days but so far I love it. My previous job was causing me to really not appreciate the hair industry... I was sick and tired and really almost started to hate it, but now that I'm " on my own " I have a whole new outlook on it all. I now remember why I got into this business and why I plan on staying in the business for the rest of my life. I have a lot of opportunity to be very successful with this company, just as long as I stay positive. There is also a lot of education that is going to be available which I am very excited about because not only do I need it, but I want to learn more. Although I took a fairly large pay cut (which sucks a lot because I'm a big spender!) I think that everything is gonna work out great and in the end I will be much happier :) I'm also very, very thankful that I have Bryan in my life right now. I swear I don't know what I would do without that boy. He has helped me get on the right track here (as I have done for him in the past) to start this new year off right. We've had our issues in the past, but we got through them. I truly believe that things happen for a reason... I think at times tragedy makes us stronger, it makes us... not regret what we have been blessed with. I am the one to complain when things are shitty, but I've learned to just deal with the obstacles that life is going to throw at you, because it's life! Life happens, shit happens, blah blah blah. I'm hoping that I can do more things for myself, rather than others. I've been helping others more than I have ever helped myself, and I will admit... I've let myself go. Not only do I wanna be happy, I want to be healthy. So, I'm hoping with this new outlook on life I will be able to get my life on the right track and better myself in every way. Anddd I really hope that I will start using this blog a lot more:)