It's hard to believe...

... that it has been three years, today, that my mum has passed away. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about her and miss her. Not only was she my mum she was my best friend. I will forever cherish the memories that I had with her and live my life in the direction that she wanted me to. I know that she's in a better place now where there is no more evil, suffering, but happiness. I love and miss you mommy.

St. Patrick's Day

Woo, St. Patty's Day. I'm sure I'll be the only one sitting at home not getting wasted. Bryan and Aaron did buy me some PBR last night so maybe I'll have a few drinks before I go to bed. Today is going to be a long day for the following reasons: 1) it's fucking raining 2) it's fucking cold 3) tuesday's are the longest day of the week because i'm usually there for about 10 hours! Eh! Anywho I'm done bitching about. I think that I will have a fairly busy day so hopefully that will make the day go by fast. I haven't left for work yet... I have to go pick up Hickman around 10:30... In the meantime I'm watching The City, which I really don't like but my televison in my room doesn't have a remote and I'm just too lazy to go change the channel myself. So, I've started planning my 21st haha. Yeah I need to get a life because it's not for another 4 months... BUT I am really looking forward to it because I think that I will start going out more with my friends and begin having a social life. I feel like I have completely cut myself out of the social world... I usually go to work, go home, go to sleep. I'm really sick of that life style. So, I'm ready to get out and have some fun once again. Me and Bryan's 2 year anniversary issssss coming up soon. That's kinda crazy when I think about it... Sometimes I still wonder if we are "right" for eachother... I mean some days I just don't know. Well its about that time for me to leave. Peaceeeeee

07.09.07

If love is a labor, I'll slave 'til the end.

Gloomy much?

I am over this horrible rainy weather. I am really itching for the spring / summer weather to be there. Although I won't be looking forward to the swamp ass.